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NicSep 24, 20191 min readGilded PitchI brought loneliness with me when I woke, a thread of shadowed gold which I wove into a curtain of gilded pitch and hung upon my western...
NicJun 17, 20191 min readOur Lady of Changei. It burned so cruel and so quick, taking everything I'd built, no chance to save anything but this precious, pitiful breath, routine...
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NicJun 11, 20191 min readFearI would not call it friend, this fear that knows me so well. It addresses me with unsettling intimacy, calls me by names which no one...
NicJun 10, 20191 min readHummingbirdThe hummingbird only looks fragile after it's fallen, after it's flown into the window and broken its neck, after its wings've stopped...
NicApr 16, 20191 min readDustGray clings, gritty, to tongue, teeth, gums; sticks like paste, like hunger, like emptiness given filmy form, absent of substance. Yet...
NicApr 11, 20191 min readMapAccepting the burden of work, I was gifted riddles and room to relocate the stars, a new home founded. My trembling reflected in his...
NicApr 5, 20191 min readThe Garden of Unanswered PrayersSome stories are set in stone, their endings never to be righted, carved in ice and in copper grown. I walked through gardens, not alone,...